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"I said I'd never go back to town or take things that'll fuck my brain, but loneliness had got me down and still I hadn't changed. I lied and cheated when you weren't around, honey, we both know I'm deranged. I denied, and beat you almost blue and brown - and I blamed you games.

But I need you now 'cause I'm comin' down.

You bring me down to the ground. You make me feel safe, but I know you've got to go.

These D5 amphetamines have emptied inside of me. Remember that MD high with me with bare skin, locked in? Nothin' but a dream but it all caved in 'cause I keep things in and it blows back. Wanna love back not cold-snap, have a fling, attack you when you pack your things 'cause I don't know how to love when I don't even love myself. But I got pro at playin' the game. I run away, displace the blame. Said I'd always be the same but you're the only one that wants me name.

You bring me down to the ground. Now the damage is done it's just easier to let it go.

Step outside ourselves, you'd see we need a little help. We have issues with our fathers, and we feed our own dissolve which will never be resolved while we're told what we know, that we'll never be solved 'till it's over and I go. I gotta let you know that I love you, and it's hard to let you go but I got to. I can't stand this; double standards, they get me so low, but I know that this is just your control. You keep my esteem down to keep me around.

You bring me down, right to the ground, and all of the stories I must hold inside my head. My blood's been racing and my heart can't take it any more, you've got to go."