Hey y’all, I don’t know if anyone is still around, but I need a break cuz I’m having a mental health crisis. I’ll be back around in a little.

         

If you want to know: emotionally I’m ok, mentally I’m a bit nuts. This instability has affected my ability to manage my sites in the past and behave like a rational human. I’ll be ok I need the counseling and I’ve got the meds.

         

No worries. Take as long as you need. We'll still be here when you come back. I'll pray for you! :)

         

Great!

         

Just as a 1-up: What I have is a worsening case of schizo. I’m kind of descending into bad behavior and a little bit of despair. This is the worst, really, and the med worked already, so I’m not confused, but that’s about all I can tell you for now. This is really bad, so pray you never get a serious mental illness in your life. Thank you.

         

Ok, I’m kind of worse but I’m a little bit ok. I think that ppl can read my mind, and hear a voice sometimes, but there’s another thing where I think the TV hosts are conversing about me or even directly to me which I know they’re not but it’s not clicking upstairs. I’m taking Caplyta so that has already been ok.

         

This is weird but my mind has both kind of deteriorated and it’s making me back to normal so the med is ok but I’m frightened because of the racing mind which I can’t control. I think I’m on the right track but it’s making me frightened.

         

Sorry: I’m hitting rock bottom at the same time I’m normalizing cuz of Caplyta. So I’m better but if the ppl on TV are right I’m a celebrity and I’ve been cancelled and am a danger to society so I assume none of that is real, and I’m stupid. Which I’m not, but things are ok.

         

Ok so overall I’m nuts but I’m still getting on Caplyta, which helps still. Trust me: you have to run through meds to find what works, and it’s really stupid. Right now the news says I’m scary and that’s it for now. So either I’m a celeb who has a weird relationship with TV or I’m not getting the right care for my shit, which is it. So, I can’t function well so I’m not doing my job, but I’ll be ok soon.

         

Ok this gets so dull so there’s nothing different just somewhat more normal since the med.

         

Well anyway I’m ok but I have become a mentally ill human in public, so I’m getting stupid. This’ll get better cuz the med is ok.

         

Ok well I just have to move on, I’m not sure I’m working like I should because I assume I’ll be 100% when there is no real cure, so. A bummer but we’ll move along.

         

So I’m better than ever, however I’m doing a lot of head-bobbing which looks mentally ill. So I’m not there totally.

         

I feel like ppl need updates, so.. I’ve kind of lost my self here, that’s my main issue. I can’t say I’ve lost my head, I just don’t have my old self here so I’m concerned. I’ve had voices again so that’s problematic, but the med is doing its job so there’s some hope. I have no other experience here so I don’t entirely know what to expect. But if the TV would stop talking about me I would be a lot better. If anyone knows how to stop this contact me: www.kevathens.com

         

My last update: If I stop improving I may have to visit a rehab clinic. I have some experience already because I thought someone poisoned me 3 yrs back when my symptoms were not fun, so I’m an a-hole but my life is not working so my family and mv are kind of keeping me ok. But I’m not working so I may have to go to rehab, which isn’t good. That’s it, no more of this. E-mail me if you want something. www.kevathens.com

         

One last one: I’m getting better still so my life is ok, still the ticcing is bad so I’m working there. Otherwise I’m getting stable, just avoiding the outside world a bit. I’m limiting my tv stuff, so that’s good.

         

Glad to hear mate, no worries take your time!

         

Hi

I’m having issues. I can’t take care of my self. This comes and goes.

         

Sorry to hear, wish u the best